Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Maybe I'll be okay

Song of the Day: If You Want Me by Marketa Irglova

Well, After being gloomy for days on end now and crying myself to sleep last night, can now say that I really feel better. I was pretty shaky there for a bit, but I've come to terms with some things now. First week at the job, and amazingly things are going really, really well. My boss is amazingly cool and everyone except for one person, is great to work with. Do I need to pinch myself? this is pretty unbelievable honestly. not only have I had to be the coffee girl for most of this year, but most of my bosses basically treated me like a moron. If this keeps up, I may have a really hard time knowing what to do after this show.

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

Just when it all was coming together

Song of the Day: Invasion by Eisley

So just when things were getting interesting. I had a spectacular day on Saturday. I went to meet with my new agent at the A&M Agency that I am now a part of. It was a wonderful meeting and I left feeling ready to take on the acting world and work hard for the next 5 months and prepare myself for pilot season in LA. It was an amazing thing. Well, now I have gone and agreed to work as a Producer's Assistant on some film Angel Maker. I really hope this wasn't some horrible mistake. I felt pretty good about it, I mean a girl's got to eat, right? I have to do something with my life. I'm not independently wealthy nor do I have a rich sugar daddy so I have to figure this out myself. This bites. So great. Now I'm stuck working until October. I really do hope this doesn't come back to bite me in the butt. Suck.

Wednesday, July 4, 2007

Sweet Air

Song of the Day: My Moon my Man by Feist

I'm free! I finally finished one of the craziest, dramatic jobs I've ever done. This movie was crazy because I basically stopped caring about what anyone said or did and did whatever I thought was the smart thing to do. Which can be a bit rebellious when you don't listen to the producers, or production, or ADs. Whatever. Honestly, I knew I had more experience doing this than anyone else so why bother listening to what someone is telling me that has no idea what I'm doing in the first place? So, for me everything ended up great. I had a wonderful time with the people that I truly care about. Those are the people who have my back everyday and know what the hell I'm doing! I'm extremely excited about my life right now. Hello world, here I come! I've got business to attend to and there's no time to waste.